Friday, March 30, 2012

Chapter 31: Passion 2012

     HOLY CROW!

     It has been a little while since I have blogged, and to say I have nothing to blog about would be a complete lie. I am constantly going these days! Babysitting, church, trips, school, bible study, working, and the occasional rest have taken over my life and I finally have a "free" period to just sit and vent to you guys! So take a deep breath and get ready to experience the last three months in a series of posts, which will all be posted by Friday, April 13th!

     Of course the first topic of discussion is PASSION 2012! There isn't enough I could say about those four days, with 44,000 college age believers, in the Georgia Dome, worshiping the only on worthy of all praise. It was absolutely incredible to say the least.

      As many of you probably know, Passion always has a main cause to raise money for and to help make a difference in our world. This year the cause was human slavery and trafficking.  I know right? Slavery? That was a long time ago. It doesn't happen anymore! Right? WRONG!

     It is estimated that there at 27 MILLION..say it again MILLION, people, souls, lives, men, women, children, who are made in the image of God, who He loves just as much as you and me, that are trapped in the bondage of slavery. Sold for sex, and labor. And the number will only grow, unless we DoSomethingNow. So throughout the week, all 44,000 of my friends and I, lifted the cause of freedom and prayed constantly for slavery to be abolished.

     We heard from so many amazing speakers including, Louie Giglio, Beth Moore, John Piper, Christine Cane, and Francis Chan. The messages that God laid on their hearts were exactly what I and many others needed to hear. We also had some of the BEST worship leaders and song writers there to lead us, Chris Tomlin, Christy Nockles, Kristian Stanfill, David Crowder, and Matt Redman.

     Those people pushed us to not only care about slavery for that week, but that week make it our mission to see slavery abolished in our generation. They talked about things to get us through our college years, and for 3,000 high school senior, how to get through our senior year.

     One of the greatest things I learned that week was that I do not always need to know the next thing happening, because when I focus on that, I get distracted from God's will for my life. God's will is not what I am doing next year or next week, but it is where I am now, in Keystone Heights.

     Passion was never about the cool bands, the amazing speakers, the cute, Christian college guys, and it definitely was not just to get away from home. It was truly about Jesus, worshiping Him, and making Him famous.

I am thankful for Passion, for my family group, (Taylor, Sara, Michael, Gage, Kyndal, Adrien, and Whitney), our leaders, the amazing speakers, and bands, the high-fiving-fanatic door holders, the GOLD CG, and the college and career class for allowing me to go. I can honestly say, that week wouldn't have been so life impacting without you.

     I could go on and on about Passion, but I won't because I know you probably will not understand how powerful those four days were. If you want a small idea of how it was, I suggest you go buy the Passion 2012 White Flag CD. It is the only thing Sonny Sonata is playing these days!

     I really encourage any high school junior, and college age student to go to Passion next year! Go buy your tickets and book your hotel, because next year we are filling the entire Georgia Dome, not just half. There is no other way I would want to start a new year.

SEE YOU AT THE DOME!
xoxo,
Kaylee

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Relief...

This is just a small blog post to let you all know..I FINALLY PASSED THE ACT!

The magical number for this test is 18, which means I needed 18 questions of 40 correct. The first two times taking the test I scored a 17 and the last time I scored 15, this morning, my mom ran in my room and started jumping on my bed (while i was sleeping) yelling "you got a 22!!!"

I have finally passed that stupid test, and I don't have to worry about switching schools and graduating with a diploma from somewhere other than MY school.

I am so relieved and in complete awe of God's grace and sovereignty throughout this entire process.

I am also overwhelmed my the love, support, and prayers from all my family and friends!

Thank you for reading this and supporting me through this tough time! ITS OVER!!!! 157 DAYS UNTIL GRADUATION!

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Chapter 30: You're Already There...

(I dont know why my font isnt working for this post...SORRY!!!)

Wow. I feel like I haven’t blogged in forever. Well...i haven’t so that explains the feeling. I would love to catch you all up on all the details of my life in the past, what’s it been, two months? But so much has happened I will give you some quick bits...

(please read this as fast as possible because that’s how i am writing it...GO!)

  • School
  • intense sitting on babies...wait
  • Church
  • Homework
  • Thanksgiving
  • Black Friday...and Saturday...and Sunday
  • Slumber Parties
  • Casting Crowns/Sanctus Real/The Afters
  • Reading
  • Pintrest OBSESSION!!!!
  • Music
  • Therapy
  • Failing the ACT
  • Failing the FCAT
  • Crying over failing the ACT
  • Crying over failing the FCAT

.....i think that’s about it...sometimes i breath but not often.

Did ya get that last point? That was pretty much my whole day yesterday. Yes, I have failed yet again...seriously the SOML..Story of My Life. (I love it what I use that phrase in my posts)

I, again, missed the score i needed by one missed question..again SOML. So yesterday was a day of tears, "you can do it"/You'll get it next time" pap talks, sad looks, lots of hugs, "what are ya going to do now" questions and just a whole lot of love.

I am so thankful for the people that care to see me reach my goal and overcome the stress that is the FCAT.

So what now? Well I take the ACT December 10 in the great town of Middleburg. My choice in location because the highest score I have yet to make was at the school.

~No i am not superstitious, I just don’t want to test with people I know...

So, like always, PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!

Please pray that...

  • I am patient and wait for Gods perfect timing
  • Whatever decisions have to be made, i listen to what God is calling me too
  • I don’t stress out
  • my headache goes away from crying and being stressed
  • and please pray for those who care so much about me!

I love you all and I appreciate you for caring enough to read my life story...although you should know what you signed up for with my title.

I am happy to be back to blogging and I will try my hardest to never neglect you again...if anyone is evening reading this that is.

In Christ,

Kaylee

P.S. This is a song I have been listening too since yesterday. Its a great reminder of how amazing God is and that I dont have to worry about tomrrow because God already knows what my whole life is going looks like..He is already there.






Umm here are some pictures also, just to keep you updated and you don't have to visualize..

Casting Crowns, Sanctus Real, and The Afters
Me and my sister
Brysen and Kimily my two babies I watch
Kelly, Emily, Abby and I at church
Aiden and Kylan two of the other kids I watch! (I have 5 Kids)
All Kimily does is smile (:
Some of my favorite people going to see Casting Crowns
On the bus!
A Joyful Noise, Trinity student choir
A day in Gainesville with Ashley, Garrett, and Tyler! Gotta love CamWow
We all wore purple, a scarf, and boots to school, unplanned
Miranda, Chelsea, and I (:

Monday, November 7, 2011

Chapter 29: All I want for Christmas is SOCKS!!!

I would like to start this post out by saying, i am still alive and I am sorry I have been neglecting you. I hope you have not had to endure intense therapy from my leave of absence. Second, for those of you who want to know what to get me for Christmas (which should be all of you) this is what I want and what others are desperate for...

As you probably know from my past posts, in 56 short days 26,000 students, from ages 17-25, will gather in the Georgia Dome for the Passion Conference. and i am SO EXCITED!!!!!!!

In case you live on one of those planets far far away and don't know of the Passion Conference, you can click here to see what it is all about...prepare to be amazed!

So if you clicked on that little link above, you can easily see why I would be amazingly excited! A big part of the conference is giving. Many different organizations are represented at passion. They all represent a different need among a large population in the world. 

These organizations are there to have a voice for, the homeless, teenage girls who are being sold for their bodies, places with no clean water, child slaves and to stop child labor laws. These are things we don't see in America. Things that are easy to ignore. I am refusing to ignore them.

I am not going to ask you for money but my Christmas list this year is...

  • Socks, which will be donated at passion. These socks are for homeless shelters across Atlanta.
  • Towels, also for the homeless.
  • Prayer, for me and and 26,000 of my closest friends to truly be burdened by things that are being ignored by the people around us.
  • Prayer, for my group and I to have safe travels and a great time with each other!
Also, if you would like to know more about any of the organizations Passion supports, you can go to  Do Something Now to get that info!

Thank you for reading and I am happy to be back with my Bloggers&Bloggetts!

In Christ,
Kaylee.

p.s. ACT scores come in tomorrow...FYI i didn't pass last time..or the time before that..please Pray for me!



Headed to THE DOME!!!!!

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Chapter 28: Someone Like You

For those of you who haven't heard Adele's new hit Someone Like You you need to listen to it RIGHT NOW!

God has blessed that woman. She is nothing but PURE FABULOUSNESS!!!  But I'm not bitter...

Any way, the reason I bring this song into the mix is beerrrrcause [my new way of saying because(don't judge me)]...this song really got me thinking about my own relationships. Not with a guy, but with my friends, family, teachers, class mates, and anyone else who is a daily roll in my life.

I don't see the point in running away from a certain situation, its a waist of time. Eventually you will run into that person again The people in our lives will always be replaced with someone else no matter where we turn. The same is to be said about the people we love.

It seems here in Keystone people don't like to leave, take an adventure, and dadgum it grow up! They are scared to lose friendships and don't want to leave their cushy same-old-same-old life. Its sad. That's why I am so thankful God has blessed me with the mind of needing to get away and grow up, make new friends and keep the old.

now that i am getting off track...

Another reason I relate to this song...in the chorus she says sometimes it lasts in love, sometimes it hurts instead.  This is so true. I have learned recently that sometimes in a relationship, especially with friends, you can so easily get hurt. When someone turns their back to you, an leaves you in the dust, how are you supposed to feel? That person who you have grown with, you have told everything to, is gone. It sucks. It's life.

Kind of depressing right? Well this is the story of my life, this is valid stuff that actually happens.

To end on a positive note...
  • 287 days until SLU 201 in DC!
  • 161 days until the NYC Mission Trip!!! (my favorite city hands-down)
  • 92 days until the Passion Conference in ATL!! (26,000 college students..sound like a good time)
  • and just to save the best for last...242 days until graduation!!!!!
I hope you have a great week!!!
In Christ,
Kaylee

Monday, September 26, 2011

Chapter 27: Reoccurring Nightmare..

Florida Comprehension Assessment Test...FCAT to all students from third grade to, in my case, twelfth grade. My easy senior year just got a little stressful.

I have a reading comprehension problem. I have struggled with it since seventh grade when I failed the FCAT reading portion for the first time. Then it was just a bad grade on a test that let me not take gym my eighth grade year...it was a RILL disappointment let me tell ya!

Failed again in eighth grade, not really a shocker! I fell asleep during the test, what was I to expect? Still embarrassing but I had friends in the same class so, not too bad...and still no gym!

Failed again as a freshman...obviously..
Sophomore year comes around..it was so stressed to us that we pass. If I passed then, I would never have to take that stupid reading test again! Yet, it was too good to be true. I failed..again..

Junior year, well I finally had to take gym! There was no way I was going to take it as a senior! Still stressed to us the importance of taking that darn FCAT and passing so we didn't have to stress out as seniors! They even threw in some unlimited time, like that would inspire me to do anything but take a nap after testing so I didn't have to go back to class.
I took the FCAT twice this time and yepp, failed it both times! So I thought it would be a good idea if I gave the ACT a whirl...I mean everyone passes the ACT right? You only have to get eight-teen of forty questions correct...so simple...WRONG!

So here I am. Living in the reoccurring nightmare.

Three weeks ago I took that darn ACT again. If i passed I would have to take the FCAT in October and I would finally get out of those ridiculous reading classes I have been waisting my time with all these years.

Of course I got my scores back this morning and well..lets just say I didn't go to school. I have been an emotional wreck all day. One question away from never have to take the CAT test again. I hate cats!

I slept in, ate oatmeal, a banana, taco salad, McDonald's sweet tea (which I am only in the mood for when I am upset) and then went to Gainesville. I bought $58 worth of ACT prep books and Adam by Ted Dekker, simply because the cover was appealing and the book was only $4.

So please pray for me. God is sovereign and will work things out His way in His perfect timing, I just need help getting that idea through my thick head..

Pray also, that I stop stressing out over this silly little dilemma, that could possibly keep me from a diploma...just saying.

Thank you for reading my rant!

In, Christ
Kaylee

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Chapter 26: Bloggidy Blog Blogging

Ohh blogger. How you entertain me!

What I look like at the moment...

So let my just catch you up on my life...as if you care.

So pretty much nothing new EVER happens with me, but I have a few things to tell you..(again as if you care)

First I am SUPER excited about Thirst starting back up in our youth group! Thirst is for those select few students who are ready to step up their game when it comes to their faith. We are challenged to get in God's word daily, memorize scripture, and take notes throughout the week when at church, [you forget 90% of things you hear unless you write them down! (thank you SLU!!!)] I love Thirst because it really shows who wants to step up in their faith, and its encouraging to see students all striving for the same goal.

And with Thirst comes....STUDENT CHOIR!!!! Now I will admit, last year I was the beauty school drop-out student choir drop out. But this year I am super excited to be back and plan on staying in it forever until graduation!
 So that's the church stuff! Let us move on to the drama department...senior girls club.

Seriously, you put 65 girls in a room together and make them pick one stiking t'shirt design and it like a cage match. Does it really matter? No. I would just like to get through this year without any major drama...please&thankyou! Last Friday was our meeting, and our final design we came up with its too horrid...not too cute but not comepletly terrible..i hope. Not to mention, Senior Girls from the start have always worn the Greek letters Alpha&Omega on their shirts and now people want to change that...ridiculous. Whats wrong with tradition people???

My friend Jessie (I call her Lucille) and I were assigned to make a bulliten board...because we are the coolest library aids ever!!! The fun part? Well the drama club keeps their costumes and such right behind the stage where we were working and...
......yea

too cool for school.
So yea..we know how to have a good time!


Well thats pretty much my week.Chilling at home for the rest of the night, and watching a few rug rats precious angels tomorrow!

(I LOVE THIS SONG! LISTEN TO IT)



Have a blessed, safe, and wonderful wekend!!!

In Christ, Kaylee